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Kehancuran

2010-06-11T22:44:00.001-07:00

Ku beri hati
Untuk mengubat kelukaan

Ku hadir
Untuk menemani dari kekosongan

Ku beri jiwa
Untuk membelai

Ku beri rindu
Untuk diingati

Ku beri tawa
Untuk kebahagiaan

TAPI!!

Kau dustakan kata
Kau permainkan perasaan
Kau berikan kekecewaan

DAN!!

Musnah semua impian
Hancur segala harapan
Terpadam api asmara

KINI!!

Aku terlantar sendirian
Hidup ku kosong

Kerinduan

2010-06-11T09:49:00.000-07:00

Ku rebahkan badan
Termenung sejenak
Terasa rindu dihati

Bunga mekar
Kini layu
Cinta bersinar
Kini malap

Janji manis dilafaz
pahit dikotakan
Air mata ini menitis
Jatuh membasahi pipi

Ku lelapkan mata
Ku kosongkan fikiran
Wajah mu tetap menjelma

Kehilangan

2010-06-11T09:48:00.001-07:00

Ku bangkit dari lena
Ku terasa kehilangan
Terpinga aku seketika

Kiri dan kanan
Atas juga bawah
Tiada apa yang hilang

Ku berdiri
Berat kaki ini melangkah
Ku tabahkan juga

Sebak di dada
Bak dihempap
Hancur berkecai
Terumbang ambing sendiri

Kini ku temui
Dirimu hilang di hati ini
Merana jasad ini

Hujan

2010-05-28T07:55:00.000-07:00

Awan putih menjadi kelam
Langit cerah menjadi mendung
Bumi kering menjadi basah

Berderai air turun ke bumi
Bumi kemarau menjadi lembap
Bunga kembang mekar di taman

Hujan lebat di luar
Kilat sabung menyabung
Ibarat hati yang sedang menangis

Walau hujan akan berhenti
Langit akan cerah
Hati itu tidak berhenti juga menangis

Sedikit demi sedikit
ia dilupakan
hanya parut yang tinggal

Hari silih berganti
Waktu kian berlalu
Hidup ini perlu di teruskan

Kembali

2010-05-28T07:53:00.000-07:00

Sayang
Kembali lah kau pada ku
Ku rindui belaian mu
Ku rindui tawa mu
Ku rindui senyum mu

Tidak ku minta kita jadi begini
Tidak ku duga perpisahan tiba
Hanya ku pinta kasih dan manja
Hanya ku pinta keikhlasan hati mu

Ingatlah sewaktu perkenalan
Kau buat ku tersenyum
Ku mampu merasa bahagia
tapi kini kau tinggalkan aku didalam keperitan hidup

Hati ini hancur
Namun cinta ku padamu masih tidak berbelah bagi
Inilah cinta sejati dari ku
Setia menunggu mu

Kembali lah pada ku
Ku memohon maaf
Kan ku perbaiki semula
agar kita menjadi satu semula

Ku tidak bisa melupakan mu
Ku kan terus berdoakan padaNya
Agar kau menjadi
Milik ku

Bahtera Impian

2010-05-26T11:08:00.000-07:00

Ku melayarkan bahtera impian
Meredah ribut taufan
Sayangnya hancur dipukul ombak

Bahtera yang dibina untuk berlayar
Dengan membawa sejuta impian
Karam di tengah lautan dalam

Berkecai bahtera impian
Bertaburan di tepian pantai
Lalu reput di makan usia

Puas ku mencari
untuk ku satukan kembali
agar menjadi bahtera semula

Kini berderai bahtera itu
Entah kemana hilang
Tapi ku kan terus baiki ia semula

Berilah aku masa
Berilah aku peluang
Agar tercipta semula bahtera impian

Hati Seorang Lelaki

2010-05-25T21:02:00.000-07:00

Kau yang bernama lelaki
Menjadi perlindung
Kau yang menerima bebanan
itulah lumrah seorang lelaki

Walau kau hebat
Walau kau kuat
Walau kau kental
tetap ada kelemahan

Cinta yang membuat kau lemah
Cinta yang membuat kau tunduk
Cinta yang membuat kau menagis
Cinta yang membuat kat hilang arah tuju

Cinta itu hati
Hati itu rasa
Rasa itu perasaan
Perasaan itu cinta

Tanggungjawab itu berat
Tetap harus dipikul
Tekanan jiwa
Itu lumrah hidup seorang yang bergelar lelaki

Walau lelaki itu senyum
Akan tetapi dia murung
Walau lelaki itu ketawa
Akan tetapi dia menagis

Jangan kau permainkan cinta suci dari lelaki
Jangan kau biarkan dia
Pergi pada lelaki yang mencinta dirimu
Binalah kebahagiaan semula bersamanya

Warkah Dari Pangeran Cinta

2010-05-25T10:53:00.000-07:00

Cinta fitrah manusia
Dari mata turunnya ke hati
Dan dari hati ke hati
Itulah cinta

Cintailah yang mencintai
Setia pada yang setia
Kasih pada yang mengasihi
Jaga pada yang menjaga

Harapan yang dibina
Penghargaan yang diberi
Ikarar yang dilafazkan
Tanggungjawab dilaksanakan

Wahai pencinta
Kotakan Ikrar manis itu
Jangan dustai itu
Sesungguhnya indah bagai cinta Adam dan Hawa

Rindu kian membara
Hati Begelora
Naluri serta gerak hati untuk sang pencinta
Semakin terselah

Seorang pencinta
Haruslah bekorban
Tiada batasan
Demi mendapat erti cinta

Hati terluka
Jiwa merana
Hidup melarat
Hanya kerna cinta

WANG!EMAS!BERLIAN!ZAMRUD!
Itu bukan ukuran cinta
Hanya cinta
Diperlukan oleh Pangeran Cinta

Belajarlah menhargai cinta
Cintailah cinta didepan mata
Jangan sesekali menolak cinta yang ikhlas
Kerana itu kurniaan ALLAH

Setitis Cuka

2010-05-24T11:02:00.000-07:00

indahnya purnama
bintang-bintang pun turut bercahaya
menyinari kegelapan alam
memberi ketenangan suasana

alam yang sunyi
langit yang tidak ditutupi awan
lantasan kedengaran suara sang serigala
namun jeritan hatiku tetap tidak kedengaran

ku bangkit dari lena dibuai mimpi
untuk menghadapmu
merintih kepadamu
Ya Rahmanu Ya Rahim

ku membentangkan permaidani
menciumnya bagai menatap wangi dari syurga firdaus
berderai air mata ini jatuh
membasahi permaidani ini

kenapa semua ini berlaku
hanya kekeliruan yang kau berikan
hilang segalanya dalam sekelip mata
oh dengarkanlah jeritan hatiku

jiwaku menjadi kosong
hati ku berkecai
akal ku buntu
tiada arah tujuan hidupku

Ya Allah
inikah dinamakan ujian
inikah dinamakan dugaan
atau inikah hukuman

hanya setitis cuka yang kau berikan
aku telah begini
kini ku sedar
betapa lemahnya aku

aku yakin suatu hari nanti
akan hadir sinar kebahagian dari Mu
kerana kau telah berjanji
dan kau tidak memungkiri janjimu itu

Kasih Ibu

2010-05-24T02:42:00.000-07:00

IBU
selama sembilan bulan sepuluh hari
kau kandungkan aku
sentiasa memberikan kasih sayang kepadaku
tiada erti jemu dalam kamus hidupmu

IBU
kau sentiasa bersamaku ketika aku sedih
kau sentiasa berkorban walau kau terpaksa tak makan
walau kau terpaksa bergolok bergadai
hanya kerana membesarkan ku

IBU
setiap kali solatmu
sering kali ku melihat
kau menagis di atas sejadah
mendoakan kejayaan ku

IBU
hati mu terguris setelah ku besar
kerna aku dah lupakan kau
menderhaka pada kau
tapi kau tetap menyayangi ku

IBU
ku tahu dosaku telah banyak padamu
ku tidak tahu untuk menebus semua dosaku padamu
ampunilah anakanda mu ini ibu
hanya maaf dan restumu yang ku pinta

IBU
kau lah wanita yang paling istimewa buat ku
walau apa-apa pun berlaku
kau tetap ibu ku
dan syurgaku tetap di tapak kaki mu ibu

Tangisan Hati

2010-05-23T10:12:00.000-07:00

mencintai dirimu bukan satu kesilapan buatku
tetapi ia adalah sinar yang menerangi jiwaku
cinta pada dirimu adalah cinta yang paling suci
dan tiada cinta yang boleh tandingi cintamu itu

sebesar mana pun khilafku pada mu
akan kau padamkan
akan kau lenyapkan
dan kau memberi sinar agar aku terus hidup

hati ini menangis tiada siapa yg tahu
tetapi
hanya engkau yang mengerti
dan hanya engkau yang mengetahui

walau aku lupakan kau
aku tinggalkan kau
kau tetap bersamaku
kau tetap memberi peluang kepadaku

hati ini tetap menangis
mengenangkan apa yang dah berlaku
tiada siapa yg tahu
dan tidak akan ada boleh memahami kecuali engkau

Rindunya pada blog onel0ck!

2010-05-22T06:39:00.001-07:00

Setelah beberapa bulan aku x update blob nie..maklumlah aku sibuk dengan praktikal..dan skang nie aku menjadi penganggur..haha..sementara tunggu result kuar aku menjari ape jerk keje yg boleh menampung kehidupan..biasalah nak hidup..sume nak duit..."no money no talk" bak kata mat sallet..hahah

walau aku dirundum pelbagai masalah dari segala aspek..namun itu membuat aku terus berusaha mencari kerjaya..secara x lansung aku dapat mengurangkan dari mengingati masalah itu...

tapi hari nie aku paling bertuah dan sekurang-kurangnya aku terasa gembira walau seketika..hehe..aku menang cabutan bertuah..dapat air cond Mitsubishi....penganjur tu cakap lagi dua minggu sampailah..

kita tunggu je lagi 2 minggu dan aku akan masukan gambar air cond 2..hehe..ingat nak jual...tapi x tau la mcm mane...kne tau gak market die..heheh

k la..sampai sni dlu..
jumpa lagi..

Lamanya!..

2010-01-12T07:04:00.000-08:00

Salam...uit!lama gak aku x menulis blog...mungkin sbb xde mo0d utk menulis kot...lgpon aku makin sibuk ngan tugasan2 yg patut aku selesaikan masa cuti sem ari tu....

wah!skang nie aku dah start praktikal kat pejabat MARA negeri johor...bakal org gomen la aku nie..hahah...klau ade rezki insyaallah jd org gomen...ari ni msok ari kedua...

semalam aku xde la bnyk keje pon...lgpon smlm aku baru lapor diri so just tunjuk2 ngan sesi suai kenal jerk la...tp msok ari kedua...huh!dah ade keje..xde la aku bosan sgt kat pejabat aku 2...ngan pc aku x bleh nak pkai...sbb xde tenet..ahahha...klau ade tenet..sempat la aku aku on9 fb jap..hahaha....tgk2 jerk la ape2 yg best...cari2 info utk tmbhkn ilmu lg...dari aku dok melayan org x tntu psl..baik aku wat keje...dpt manfaat...hehehe

nak kata best sgt 2 x bleh lg la..sbb baru je 2 hari kat citu..nak tau kne la tggu smpai sebulan ke dua bulan ke...baru la aku bleh la aku cter best ke x..hehe

skang nie aku nak cter lain plak..cter nye mcm nie..aku hppy sgt ngan ehem aku..sbb 15 hb nie..ckup 8 bln...alhamdullilah..dpt gak bertahan walaupon ktorg nie pernah jd mslh..tp segala2 kembali berjalan lancar...haha...biasa la adat berhubungan..mest ade pasang surut..tp wat mse skang nie pasang je kot..hehe...mudah2an sblom 15 hb surut la...dpt la aku makin menghappy kan die n secara lansung diri aku gak..hehe..

aku x tau la die bce ke x blog aku nie...klau die bce...aku cume nak ckp..smoga berkekalan..aku pon x nak pnjg2 cter..segala kesilapan die aku maafkan..harap die berubahlah demi mempertahankan hubungan..bkn sng nak bina hubungan baru..huhu..dan aku pon dpt berubahan supaya lbih menjaga die supaya die berasa lbih selamat..x kisah la die nak ckp ape pon kat aku nie...tp aku x kan putus asa utk tros menjaga...insyaallah...itu la azam aku sbnrnya utk tahun nie...supaya aku dpt membahagiakan semua org disamping aku..harap die phm la ape yg cbe aku berikan pd die....=)

the end

Tahun Baru

2009-12-17T07:47:00.000-08:00

Selamat menyambut Tahun Baru Hijrah 1431...
semoga Tahun Baru ni lebih bermakna buat semua
Mudah-mudahan diberikan rezeki yang lebih dari tahun lepas...
Mempertingkatkan lagi amalan kita pada Tahun Baru ni...

Dunia oh Dunia

2009-12-09T22:18:00.000-08:00

Tadi masa aku buka social network aku..ada la sorang nie anta komen..katanya wasiat..tp benda nie sbnrnye xde ape2 cume nak menyedarkan lagi manusia jerk..betul gak kalau dipikir2..

1. Isteri tiada mendengar kata-kata suami,
2. Orang kaya tidak lagi bertimbangrasa kepada orang miskin.
3. Ramai yang tidak berzakat dan tidak lagi berbuat kebajikan.

betul ape yg aku pkir..perempuan skang nie dah pndai melawan..aku x kata semua k..maksud aku kebanyakan perempuan skang..mmg aku x nafikan la..sbb dah bnyk aku tgk contoh...kwn2 aku pon alami bnde yg sme gak..sdgkn diorg tau hukum melawan 2 nusyur..nak slhkan siapa skang nie..nak slhkan laki2?mse bercinta nak ajar mcm mane..perempuan akan ckp "nie baru bercinta..xperlu nak ikot ckp die betul2"...tp diorg x pkir effect mse akan dtg..yg bleh dah kawin tetap sme gak bnde nie akan berlaku..contoh la shbt aku yg alami..masa baru kawin isteri die tetap ngan perangai mcm orang belum kawin..nak kuar ngan kwn2,shopping sna sni..2 ke nme perempuan..x reti malu ke?korg nak laki pkir mse dpn tp korg x pkir..tp alhadulillah skang nie baru la berubah..ble dah ade anak..tp x terasa mcm menyeksa si lelaki 2 x?korg pkir la sndr...ssh la aku nak jmpe perempuan yg betul2 bleh digelar perempuan @ laki melayu terakhir..tau rasa malu,hormat,segan..ni yg aku tgk bila baru2 korg tunjuk korg 2 malu segan watever la..tp bila dah lama..pecah tembelang rupanya bnyk kwn laki la..yg laki bnyk kwn perempuan...berubah la manusia..itu bukan cara orang melayu..bukan cara orang islam

soal si kaya ngan si miskin..aku x nafi kan..hidup zmn skang nie seperti antara 2 darjat..ble org kaya tgk org miskin nie..mcm jijik sgt org miskin nie..pkir la kita sme2 menumpang kat dunia nie..sedih gak kdg aku tgk nsb org miskin nie..aku nak bantu pon skdr yg termampu sbb aku pon bkn org sng..tp org yg sng 2..jgn la lupa diri..mmg x semua mcm 2..ade segelintir yg mcm 2..kita semua sama jerk asl dari susah gak..

yang last nie lbih kurang jerk mcm yang kedua..cuma beza yg kaya terus menjadi kaya..yang miskin terus jd miskin..ini la dunia..mereka berebut menjadi kaya tanpa mengira ape2 pon..masa blom kaya sume dijanjikan..nak derma la itu la ini la..tp bila dah kaya..sume lupa..

ingat la wahai umat Nabi Muhammad..kita nie manusia penghujung zaman..sabda Rasulullah

“Sesungguhnya umat akhir zaman umpama buih-buih di lautan, banyak, tetapi hancur apabila dihempas ombak.”

dan kita pon dah tau yg kita dikalangan umat yg rugi..seperti dlm surah Al - Asr

"Demi Masa!.(1)..Sesungguhnya manusia itu dalam kerugian.(2).Kecuali orang-orang yang beriman dan beramal soleh, dan mereka pula berpesan-pesan dengan kebenaran serta berpesan-pesan dengan sabar..(3)"

fikir-fikirkan lah wahai saudara ku..korg ade mata korg tgk..korg ada telinga korg dengar..korg ada akal kurniaan ALLAH SWT korg pikir la...

Kenapa Lelaki Tinggalkan Wanita

2009-12-08T08:38:00.000-08:00

Tadi masa aku wat blogwalking..tiba2 aku terbaca topik nie..nie la yg aku nak share kat korg..tp jgn la anggap aku nie berat sebelah atau nak menangkan kaum adam jerk..mksd aku cume nak kte sme2 amek iktibar..

kenapa erk org laki nie tinggalkan org perempuan?

pernah x korg pikir kesilapan korg?

pernah x korg selami ati psgn korg?

sblom nie aku terbace satu kata2 emas..

"kita x sedar sbnrnya ade yg terbaik yg telah menjd psgn kita"

kata emas nie menjadi tanda tanya buat aku..ish! dah jauh aku melalut nie...hehe..okay..cter nye mcm nie..knp org perempuan kne tggl?sbb ape?

lelaki nie sbnrnya cpt sunyi..klau x..xkan la Nabi Adam A.S terasa sunyi smasa disyurga..lelaki sering dahagakan ksh syg dari seorg perempaun yg dpt duduk di hati mereka..

tp ape sbb lelaki tgglkan?sbbnye lelaki dah jemu dengan perangai perempaun yg x berubah..lelaki klau dah setia..die akan setia gler2..tp org perempuan..msh nak berkwn dgn lelaki lain..alasan ingin bebas...mgkn separuh lelaki jns spoting bleh diam kan..tp ade juga yg sggp psg skandal..ish3 lg teruk...

ada juga yg kne tggl sbb alasan..kdg2 perempaun x perasan mereka selalu memberi alasan bg menutup kesalahan mereka..sory to say..aku seorang lelaki yg x bleh terima alasan dari perempuan..

persefahaman pon antara komponen yg paling penting bg psgn yg menjalinkan hbgn..mgkn wanita x phm ape sbnrnye yg lelaki buat..lelaki pon kdg2 x phm ape yg org perempuan buat..tp knp perempuan sering meminta lelaki phm perempuan lbih?perempuan nak si lelaki phm keadaan mereka..lelaki dah phm..tp knp bila lelaki mereka ssh nak phm?

cemburu?lelaki mmg kuat cemburu..aku mmg x nafi kan...tp cemburu lelaki bersebab..perempuan cpt berubah ati..nie bkn aku sgaja ckp..tp dari pengalaman aku..mereka x sedar ape yg mereka buat bleh wat laki cmburu..lg2 bila si die kuar ngan kwn2 lelaki..mau x si lelaki 2 melenting..ni sume sbb si lelaki 2 dah terlalu syg,terlalu setia..

tp bila lelaki x nak amek tau 2 nme nye mereka dah tawar ati ngan psgn die..bkn sbb die percaya..dan juga si lelaki berkemungkinan besar dah ade org lain yg lbih dpt menjge ati mereka..kte x sedar ape yg kte buat sbnrnye..cbe korg renungkan..knp si die bleh marah2,melenting,cemburu ir watever la..

bg kaum perempuan..selami la ati si lelaki..sme gak ngan si lelaki..selami la ati si perempuan..jgn hanya pandai nak berpasangan..tp x tau ape tanggungjawab mereka...bercinta nie x mudah seperti disangka kan..kawin x semudah seperti bercinta..ape yg korg bleh buat..ikot la kehendak psgn korg..jgn smpai dah kne tggl baru nak menagis,menyesal..time 2 dah x guna..dah terlambat...berubah la dari skrg..berubah la mse bercinta..blaja la hidup berkeluarga..jgn nant dah kawin masing2 tuding jari x nak ngaku kesilapan...2 la yg jd penceraian..mkin lme kawin nie dah jd bnde main2..pkir2 la..

Ciri- ciri perempuan diminati lelaki

2009-12-08T08:26:00.000-08:00

Lelaki mudah meminati perempuan kalau yg ade sikap2 die bwh..jgn ckp org lain la kdg2 aku pon sme gak..haha..

1. Jadi pendengar setia
Lelaki suka wanita menjadi pendengar setia dan tidak suka kaum hawa yang suka membangkang.

2. Tarikan derapan kasut
Bunyi derapan kasut ketika berjalan juga mampu menarik perhatian lelaki.

3. Jangan bersolek tebal
Lelaki tidak suka jika anda memakai alat solek terlalu tebal.

4. Ingat hari pentingnya
Mengetahui bila hari lahirnya antara resipi penting yang perlu diketahui. Berbuatlah sesuatu untuk hari pentingnya itu.

5. Hormatinya
Menghormati dirinya, keluarga dan teman-teman yang rapat dengannya.

6. Jangan terlalu kebudak-budakan
Bersikap matang dalam tutur kata dan tingkah laku. Lelaki tidak suka wanita yang bersikap terlalu kebudak-budakan.

7. Agresif
Lelaki suka sikap wanita yang agresif.

8. Jangan terlalu seronok
Jangan terlalu seronok ketika bertemu dan berbual dengannya. Contohnya berbual terlalu lama di telefon untuk perkenalan pertama.

9. Jangan ganas
Jangan terlalu bersikap kelelakian dan ganas dalam pergaulan.

10. Jangan terlalu baik
Jangan terlalu menunjukkan bahawa kamu ini terlalu baik dan sempurna.

11. Jangan perasan
Jangan perasan bahawa kamu ini mempunyai paras rupa yang jelita.

12.Sikap sederhana
Sentiasa memegang prinsip sederhana dan tidak boros di dalam perbelanjaan.

13. Sikap keibuan
Bersikap keibuan adalah antara petua yang perlu dititikberatkan.

14. Lemah-lembut
Sentiasa bercakap lembut dengan mereka.

15. Sensitif
Ketahuilah mereka adalah golongan yang terlalu sensitif dan sukakan kelembutan apatah lagi daripada seorang gadis.

16. Kenali dirinya
Kenali siapa dirinya yang sebenar sebelum anda memulakan langkah untuk memikat.

17. Jaga kecantikan
Lelaki sukakan wanita yang suka menjaga kulit. Jangan biarkan wajah anda dipenuhi jerawat batu!

18. Gaya kemas
Aset penting bagi anda untuk memikat lelaki adalah mata, punggung dan gaya langkah yang kemas.

19. Jangan kuno
Jangan bersikap terlalu kuno.

20. Sering tanya khabar
Bertanya khabar sekurang-kurangnya dua kali seminggu supaya tali persahabatan anda dengannya tidak putus begitu saja. Mungkin suatu hari nanti sikap anda yang terlalu mengambil berat mampu menarik perhatiannya.

21. Jujur dalam tingkah laku
Usia dan bentuk badan bukan menjadi ukuran penting tetapi kecerdikan, kejujuran serta tingkah laku yang bersopan-santun.

22. Suka yang beragama
Lelaki sukakan seorang wanita yang beriman dan beragama namun begitu anda tidaklah perlu terlalu alim.

23. Tidak mudah dipermainkan
Menunjukkan bahawa anda bukanlah seorang gadis yang mudah dipermainkan selain tidak terlalu merengek dan mengada-ngada.

24. Jangan tunjuk lemah
Jangan tunjukkan kelemahan anda ketika berada di samping lelaki yang anda minati.

25. Tunjuk matang
Lelaki sukakan wanita yang bijaksana dan matang serta mudah diajak berbincang.

26.Suka dimanja
Yang paling penting, lelaki suka dimanja dengan belaian dan kata-kata romantik.

27.Mengutamakan dirinya
Lelaki sebenarnya sukakan perempuan yang mementingkan dirinya dari kawan-kawan

Wish me

2009-11-12T05:29:00.000-08:00

Dear friend,

This will be sadness to me
because
I can't blogging for two weeks.
I have final exam
Wish me do the best for my final exam.
I need to make lot of revision
and I need to pass this exam cause this is my final year
and after this Industrial Training
if you got job vacancy needed in IT Department please tell me
I want to apply especially on the goverment
lastly
don't forget to click my nuff ads..
If I have free times I will click your ads
thanks =)

Winner

2009-11-07T12:40:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, I had table tennis competition and don't even think I could to win the tournament. I just want to play for fun to relase my tension before having the final examination.

It really tired cause such long time I not doing some exercise.haha. Malas gila!!... Cramp at my leg muscle make me difficult to walk and looks like baby learn how to walk.haha...Did I satisfied? truthfully I am too shock when I can feat the last year champion. It's quite challenge to feat the champion because it's play fast tactics.

It's unbelievable. I can win that game. I don't know what going to say on that time cause to excited winning the competition. But this is the last game. After this I am going to practical. If the company have a table tennis player I still can play with them but if don't just stay at home and sleep.

This is my bat that I use in competition. First time using this bat and win the tournament. It's lucky right? Anyone want to borrow this bat?0h! cannot2!!hahah..." ini champion yg punya"...haha

Blur

2009-11-06T09:31:00.000-08:00

Tonight I feel so bored. What should I do? Hang out? Still bored. Maybe I can't sms or called her. bil dah kne block. Yes I'm miss her so much. I just can see her after 4 or 5 months. Such a long time to wait for 1 or 2 days hang out together with her.

Started from 1.30 a.m, I creating a poem. Just to allay from become more bored. Comment it because I need to improve my English and this is the second time wrote a poem.

When the journey begin
Tired, frustrated, hate, love
Come belong to the journey
Choose the right way
Use the what have they give

Don't give up for what had ordeal
Face it with your smile
Pray it to the ONE
Pray for forgiveness

Word same like knife
Can hurt someone felling
Don't even think silent means "yes"
Go deeper inside the heart
See the cut at the heart

Final Examanination

2009-11-06T01:25:00.000-08:00

I only have another one week to attempt the final examination for the last semester in my diploma. Even though in study week I still busy with college program. I don't know when I will start study for the final.

This semester totally killer paper for me. What should I do? I need lot's of reading to understand what have I learn in class beside the practical thing that I do. Integrated Network Services and Network Programing is one of the subject that I can't score. It's to difficult to understand and memories the fact inside the module.

I just said to my friends "aku ingt nak ulangkaji malam nie" but I still don't make the revision. haha. Last semester was to much using of mind psychology. I can become crazy to thyinking about this.

I wish I can be successful in this final examination at least I can get 3.60 to maintain my pointer. for all my friend and who are knowing me, wish for me a good luck. For my lecturer,thanks for teach me and please forgive me if I'm doing wrong since you teach me. Mana tahu ada terngumpat ke?huhu.. I'm so sorry.

Kenapa sume ini berlaku

2009-10-28T13:06:00.000-07:00

AKU NGAH TENSION SGT NIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Makin aku nak abis blaja nie makin banyak la dugaan aku kena tempuh..dah la dengan tempat praktikal aku x dpt lg..mcm mane la aku nak abis nie..lmbt la aku nak dpt keje lps nie..ni dah nak exam plak..perh! mcm x percaya dah nak exam..aku rasa down gler sem nie...aku pon x tau la knp..
nak kata aku x stdy..ade la gak bkak buku baca ckit2...ntah la..aku pon dah x tau nak ckp mcm mane..berserah je la kpd yg ESA...

Mencari Duit

2009-10-24T00:10:00.001-07:00

Telah banyak program-program mencari duit dalam internet nie..baru sekarang aku nampak semua perubahan..minggu lepas aku baru je cerita pasal nuffnang. hari nie kita bercerita pula pasal churp2. churp2 nie salah satu program mencari duit dalam internet yang dimiliki oleh nuffnang juga..kita hendaklah menyebarkan iklan-iklan yang telah diberikan kepada kita di dalam Twitter. Lagi pon dari Churp2 nie bukan mudah untuk mendapatkan duit cume apa yang perlu kita lakukan adalah terus berusaha untuk mendapat pulangan..

Sebelum nie aku cuma mendapat RM0.02 je kat Churp2..Tapi setelah berusha akhirnya ada juga peningkatan dapat aku buat..duit yang telah aku usahakan telah mejadi RM0.15..sikitkan?mungkin ada juga orang gelak bila baca tentang cerita aku nie..tapi aku x kira usaha tetap perlu aku teruskan untuk mendapatkan duit yang lebih pada masa akan datang..aku perlu banyak berlajar dari orang-orang yang berpengalaman.

Churp nie memang program yang bukanlah satu program yang tidak boleh dipercayai..telah ramai juga yang sudah mendapatkan duit mereka. kenapa kita tak x jadi macam mereka terus berusaha walaupun benda itu susah..

Intrusion Detection Systems

2009-10-19T08:10:00.000-07:00

diam x diam aku dah nak abis berlajar...semester ni betul banyak menguji kekuatan mental..sebabnya?sebab sekarang ni aku dah "final year" bak kata org putih la..heheh...aku pon biberi banyak final year project...contohlah macam subjek betwork security a.k.a ns...aku kena wat presentation sebab intrusion detection systems..agak kusut juga la time tu aku nak buat...software aku terpaksa pakai satu software namanya KFSensor...software ni yang aku baca die hanya kesan dari mana datangnya benda-benda yang x baik didalam network..contohnya..kalaulah ade yang nak buat port scanning..software ni dept kesan dari mane datangnya proses itu..software nie akan memberitahu IP address...kalau nak tahu lebih lanjut taip jerk kat pak cik google..pastu kamu akan mendapat jawapannya...haha...aku sendiri bukak kat pak ciki google untuk mendapatkan pengetahuan berkenaan dengan KFSensor..lagi pun benda nie teramat penting sebagai ahli komputer...demi menjaga keamanan rangkaian komunikasi..haha..

Mencari Duit Melalui Internet

2009-10-18T06:27:00.000-07:00

Aku pon baru jerk start nak mencari duit melalui blogger..tapi aku buat bukan guna adsense..tp aku join nuffnang....ok la wat mse nie..aku dah dpt la cari duit tambahan dari porogram-program macam nie..ada la juga aku nampak peningkatan..cuma banyak lagi benda-benda perlu aku berlajar lagi bagi mendapat keuntungan yang besar..dah banyak juga la orang aku bertanya..terutamanya pensyarah aku...macam mana dia boleh dapat traffic yang mendadak..sedangkan aku siap join traffic finder...ish3,,,jeles pon ada..tp usaha tetap kena terus demi mencapai kejayaan...hehe...

Ni lah hasil yang aku dapat wat masa nie...baru nak mencuba katakan...haha

lagi pun aku ni barukan..mustahillah kalau aku boleh daopat keuntungan yang mendadak..so, sekarang ni..aku wat macam mane yang aku mamppu..selagi aku boleh berlajar..aku berlajar...tu pon jika terdapat orang yang nak berkongsi ilmu..hehe..kita biar la berlajar dari bawah..baru la ada pengalaman lebih..

Lama x tulis blog

2009-10-07T11:50:00.000-07:00

dah lme aku berceloteh kat dlm blog nie..aku pon sibuk dengan majlis kolej..aku akui kesilapan aku juga dlm majlis akan berlansung jumaat nie..tp aku sntiasa berdoa agar majlis nie berjln dengan lancar..setelah brape lme aku impikan utk bermain gitar ramai org..klau sblom nie aku skdr main dpn 200 org..2 pon mse aku skola dlu..tp wat kali pertama nya aku wat persembahan utk 500 org..ni saatnya utk aku buktikan yg aku bleh bermain muzik lg...walaupun dah lme aku x bermain muzik..lgpon aku nak ade video utk aku hantar kat die...akuy nak die tgk video aku main gitar..aku nie bkn la reti sgt nak main gitar tp bleh la ckit2...hehe...

dlm mse sme..aku kne jge protokol dlm majlis 2...agak pning gak la kpale aku nak siapkan keje2 aku..bnyk gak bnde x dpt aku siapkan ...contohnya...sijil..aku msh x dpt nak print lg..aku terpkse ikot kehndk kolej..aku bkn x wat ape di suruh..tp tetap bermslh..wat mse nie..sijil ngan atur cara majlis yg blom print lg...bg atur cara majlis aku dah x risau sgt..sbb aku dah wat tmphan kat kedai...cme yg aku risaukan skang nie sijil...lbih kurang 100 aku nak kne print..adus!tension gler aku dah la printer x dpt..aku pon dah x tau lg nak print kat mane...xkan la aku nak pkai duit aku utk print kat kedai..ssh la mcm nie...sdgkan mkn sndr pon aku x cukup ape ntah lg nak print kan sijil...mati la aku..bankrap la den..bln nie mmg aku ngah tersepit ngan mslh duit...

si die pon ngah sket..aku sntiasa berdoa agar die cpt smbuh..insyaallah..dengan izinNYA...die akan cpt sembuh...amin....

k la..aku pon nak tdo...sbb bsok aku pon ade klas...n nak settle kan psl sijil 2...k la...cau dlu..haha

x sbr

2009-10-02T00:37:00.000-07:00

wah! x sbr aku nak jmpe die...die dtg dari jauh smata2 nak jmpe aku..haha..tp ade gak problem2 mcm skang nie aku tggu grak nak blek nie..jnji aku nak blek kol 4..tp tpkse tgguh sbb baju aku kat dobi x siap lg..dah la aku td print assignment mcm ape...g sna sini nak print tp x dpt...nsb la ade satu kdai nie bleh print..dpt gak aku priunt assignment aku..satu mslh aku dah selesai..tggl baju aku plak nie..smlm dobi nie ckp baju dlm kol 2@3 dah bleh amek..tbe2 plak ari nie ckp x bleh soh aku dtg kol 5..aku ckp je la aku nak blek jb jap lg...pastu die soh dtg plak kol 4..nak x nak aku kne time gak sbb aku mmg dah xde baju biasa nak wat blek jb...sbr je la one...nak wat mcm mane lg..dugaan...hurm...

Hikmah syawal...

2009-09-27T05:42:00.001-07:00

Selamat Hari Raya kepada semua yg mengenali aku..aku mntk maaf klau ade slh silap...0-0 la bak kata org skang...hahah..

x sgka raya kali nie aku dpt bli baju melayu baru...sekian brape lme aku x dpt bgli sbb xde peruntukan..duit sume wat belajar..tahun nie aku pilih warna cream..dah lme sgt aku ngidam warna 2...biasa la time g bli baju nie aku agaka rmbang mata nak pilih baju..tp akhirnya aku jmpe gak baju warna cream teluk belanga..mak aku soh amek cekak musang..sbb die kata nmpk segak ckit...tp aku mmg x minat..bkn nak melawan ckp die..tp mmg aku dari kecik mmg x ske nak pkai baju design mcm 2...

nmpk gemuk x?aku mmg skang nie makin membesar...walaupon mkn sume aku kwl..tp mgkn thp metabolisma aku ni tggi sbb 2 la bdn aku nie sng sgt nak naik..huhuhu

2 hari lps..bpk aku blek dari jmpe kwn die...die bwk casing ngan motherboard..aku ingt kan customer die nye...rupe2nye..aku punya..mcm x percaya pon ade..aku pon ape lg tnpa membuang mse aku psg sume..pc aku nie biasa2 jerk..membe2 akuy lg gempak2..ckup la skdr dpt buat keje...aku pon pkai la processor yg aku bli ngan haziq..lain sume sume aku pkai brg2 pc lme aku jerk sbb sume msh elok lg..ckit2 la aku upgrade..wat mse nie yg tggl aku cme nak bli graphic card jerk..lain sume dah settle...hahaha

Intel Pentium D 3.4GhZ
Nvidia 7200GS
2GB RAM
160GB
Asus P5KPL
Windows XP Home Edition (original)

2 la spec pc aku..biasa jerk..tggu la akuy dah keje baru la aku bli LCD, graphic card..baru la bleh wat main game sepuas2nye..hehehe

rumah aku kne pecah semalam

2009-09-16T02:30:00.000-07:00

ptg smlm mse aku blek klas..aku tgk pintu pgr aku knp terbuka ngan pintu umah pon terbuka...msok2 aku tgk la laptop aku..laptop aku bleh xde plak..aku tnye la budak2 umah aku.."wei laptop aku ngan saf mane?"diorg pon ckp x tau..die ckp die xde krdt nak msg @ call aku..aku time 2 bengang, sedih, sume ade..dlm ati aku "mampus aku ngan abah mcm nie"..nak x nak aku call abah gak..dah kne tepek ckit ngan org tua aku..aku g balai wat report..dah mcm ape aku dah ngan pkai baju g klas lg..kusut gak kpale aku..
pkir2 kan hal nie

Alhmdllh mlm 2 fara call aku ckp laptop aku jumpa kat umah sblh..umah kosong sblh..aku x tau la mgkn pencuri 2 amek letak kat umah sblh dlu @ die ade muslihat lain...aku syukur sgt2 kat ALLAH..

Air Mata

2009-09-13T01:34:00.000-07:00

Air mata yang telah jatuh
Membasahi bumi ... takkan sanggup
Menghapus penyesalan
Penyesalan yang kini ada ... jadi tak berarti
Karna waktu yang bengis ... terus pergi

Reff
Menangislah… bila harus menangis
Karena kita semua… manusia
Manusia bisa terluka… manusia pasti menangis
Dan manusiapun bisa mengambil Hikmah …

Dibalik segala duka
Tersimpan Hikmah
Yang bisa kita petik pelajaran

Dibalik segala suka
Tersimpan Hikmah
Yang mungkin bisa jadi cobaan ...

Song by Dewa19

She makes me happy

2009-09-13T00:26:00.001-07:00

Since I knew her..I feel something different between she and before this..I love her smile and laughing every time I make some jokes and event I'm not doing jokes..She is happy go lucky person and she is very kind full woman that I ever meets...I like her style...simple..I'm not feel mess up looking with their style..She care to much about me..I remember when she's help me because I'm accident..It's not easy to get this kind of woman..

I know that no one can be perfect...it same like me..but what I can do is to be more better..better than before this...

I am so sorry for what I have done to you..I don't mean to hurt you..hopefully I can be the better one for you...

apsl la ari ie aku jiwang sgt nie..hurm....

Nie la die!

2009-09-11T13:47:00.000-07:00

td mse aku dok melayan internet jap lg membe aku nie cter psl awek die..die ckp awek die bg bnyk alasan la...penat la..itu la..ini la...aku pon x tau la nak ckp ape..aku pon penah gak rasa bnde2 nie..bengang gak time 2..tp nak wat mcm mane dah 2 mmg sikap perempuan ble dah kapel..tp x sume mcm 2...tp cian plak aku tgk die..dlm mse yg sme nak redakan kwn aku dari angin ngan awek die..wakaka..tp nie yg aku tgk dari setiap lelaki yg mula wat hal dlm satu2 hbgn..korang bce la sndr kat bwh..perbutan ngan alasan...

sblom 2 aku mmg mntk maaf ngan kaum perempuan..bkn nak komen..tp renungkan ape yg kita telah lakukan

tertidur = alasan penat sgt keje..mcm la org laki nie x penat keje
x bgtau nak watpe = alasannye..org laki nie mengongkong,x bebeas
tbe2 jerk hlg mse msg = alasannye ade keje..klau dah tau ade keje..bgtau la..2 la fungsi bgtau nak wat ape..
membe gak yg mng = alasannye die lbih knal kwn die
x bleh msg = susah la nak kuar smbil main msg..

ade bnyk lg..tp nie aku tulis yg majoriti nye ade kat pompuan...korg bleh tgk kat link nie dlm nie ade lg detail...heheh..http://forum.e-kereta.com/index.php?topic=3123.35;wap2">tekan sini

nie la sbb org laki mula wat hal..mgkn mereka merasakan die dah terabai..mgkn kita sndr x terpkir..org pompuan slalu ckp "org laki sume sama" tp hakikatnye die sndr pon 2x5 jerk...korg nak jdkan hbgn 2 kekal..korg kne la berfikir mcm korg berada di tempat die...ape yg ko wat..then korg pkir klau die plak wat..ape yg korg rasa..aku nak cter lbih2 pon x gne..tp nie la dpt aku katakan wat masa nie..yg laki pon ttp ade silap..spe kata xde silap..yg pntg..korg jge la psgan korg btol2..sbb korg x kan tau spe yg terbaik...mgkn org yg korg bnci 2 la yg terbaik utk korg..so bleh dah ade depan mata nie jge elok2...jgn wat die smpai cari lain..korg gak nant yg menyesal...jgn nant nak menuding jgn kat satu pihak jerk..sblom ape2 kita pkir diri kita dlu..ape yg kita pernah wat..ape yg die pernah wat utk kita..jgn cari yg positif dari kita dan yg negatif 2 dari psgn kita..2 2 tetap ade slh..slh tetap slh bg aku la..klau org lain aku no komen..

so nsht aku kpd kaum hawa..jge la pakwe korg 2...jgn la pntg diri sndr..dan kpd si adam..korg jd la sorg yg bertggjwb..sbb perempuan ske laki bertggjwb..

k la..pnjg gak ari nie aku berceloteh..wakak..aku nak tdo dlu..salam

LONELY

2009-09-11T13:14:00.000-07:00

I feel lonely..why this thing could be happen to me?feel like I want to mad,angry but I need to all of this me to be more patience...how long I need to be patience..one day, I also could be exploit like a boom..Nothing to say anymore...daaa

2009-09-09T04:51:00.000-07:00

Akhirnya hari ni tamat gak perjuang aku utk mid semester ni..secara kesimpulan yg dpt aku wat...aku hanya mampu mecapai 50% dari ape yg aku blaja..huhu..lg2 paper ins..pling aku x thn..aku bleh lpe sdgkan ape yg aku bce sume msok...tp smpai dlm exam jerk sume lupa..ish2...huhu...mgkn kesilapan aku sbb aku tdo..2 yg jd x ingt...heheheh...kuar2 jerk lect aku tnye bleh jwb ke x..confirm2 la aku jwb kureng...klau bleh aku dah score dah 4.00..

Malam semalam aku g jln2 ngan dak2 umah kat summit...wat hlg tension...mse jln2 kat citu aku x brcdg nak bli ape2..so ktorg just cuci mata jerk la...pusing punya pusing ktorg decide nak g bpwalk plak..tgk2 baju kat bazar..aku pon smbil2 tgk cari baju murah2..maklumlah dah lme x bli baju..heheh....smppai satu gerai nie ade jual plak baju murah..aku x tggu amek jerk la..baju 2 mmg simple aku ske corak die walaupun murah..huhu..jnji ade baju sudeyh..haha...bleh jerk ngan x tggu2 aku tros pkai nak posing ngan baju baru..heheh..nie la hasil aku posing..mcm model nike plak..hehehe...pndai si fad nie amek gmbr..heheh...

Mid term

2009-09-04T10:16:00.000-07:00

I going to war next week..this war is not using sniper, machine gun, pistol but it using a pen..haha..I don't know how I'm going to answer all the question cause I had done any preparation for this mid term..This semester it's very hard to understand cause the subject is quite tough such as Network Security,Intergrated Network Services,Network Programming,Network Cabling..all is a network subject...Like my lecturer or master say "ala sng jer"..hehe..I have no mood to study but I try to force my self to be more focus and I won't make like the picture inside the examination..hehehe

to all my friend wish me luck k!!

Honda Civic Type R

2009-09-04T10:01:00.000-07:00

Semalam abg aku ade kol die tnye nak gmbr kereta baru kuar dari kontena..aku ingt kan kereta toyota ke ape ke...ble dah dpt dmbr 2..rupe2 nye honda civic type r...perh! dah la kereta 2 menjadi idaman aku sbb nmpk sporty..rse mcm kereta aku plak baru turun dari kontena..hehehe..dari ape aku tgk suspension die mmg dah lengkap xde ape2 lg nak kne tmbh..brake die pon nmpk mcm brembo..ble la aku nak dpt kete mcm nie kan...heheh

Gambar yang boleh dijadikan renungan

2009-09-02T08:59:00.000-07:00

Where is sugar?

2009-09-02T08:51:00.000-07:00

Every Hari Raya Aidilfitri festive this thing would happen to all people in Malaysia...why this thing will happen?Is that someone try to make profit from this..Let's think about it..Last few days I went to Carrefour. Just 3 kg can buy...while i in Gaint plentong,JB..sugar was sold out...their empty is clean when i ask the staff and they said "sory la bang,gula dah xde..ktorg dah order tp x smpai lg dah 3 ari.."..ish3.

Please stop making profit from for those make it..

Sampai mse tetap akan jalan hidup sndr...

2009-08-24T02:18:00.001-07:00

uit!bertemu lg kita...heheh..maklumlah bln pose nie mls ckit nak tulis blog..tp ari nie aku rajin nak tulis..walaupon ngantok sbnrnye mata nie..hehehe..

Kita ade kwn,kita ade family,kita ade shbt dan x kira lah kita ade spe2 pon..smpai mse kita tetap jalani hidup sendiri...kita x kan selama-lamanya baik dengan kwn kita..ade mse kita tetap akan bertikam lidah..begitu juga dengan keluarga..kdg2 rse seperti dihiraukan..ala ini la dunia klau nak tau..org akan cr kita ble dlm kesusahan..ble dah jmpe org lbih baik..kita nie dilupakan..

aku pon rse gak bnde2 nie..tp cbe la wat yg positif...mgkn diorg pon ade mslh@diorg ade yg x puas ati ngan aku...aku tau ade gak bdk2 yg x puas ati ngan aku..tp diorg x nak bgtau..pd aku bnde kck jerk x yah nak diperbesarkan..mcm bdk kck...mcm nie gak pd org lain..bnde nie ujian yg patut dihadapi oleh setiap manusia demi mematang kan fikiran mereka...dunia ni bulat ari lain diorg akan kne blek..x cye tgk la...

aku simpati ngan nsb2 org yg kne mcm nie..kdg jd mcm org TONGGONG angkara org2 yg ske merendah2 kan org lain..dan memikirkan diri x boleh mengalah..sudahlah..berubahlah...korg makin lama mkin terseksa org yg direndah2kan..klau korg pkir korg lbih bgus..korg jd PM ke ape ke...yg bleh jd harapan negara..ni korg pon sme gak..bkn org sng...dan xde ape2 yg bleh diharapkan..

korang pkir la org yg selalu mengalah ngan korg...bkn diorg x nak beta korg nye ckp..tp die mgalah jerk ngan korg..ade korg pernah pkirkan cara diorg..tp nie korg makin bodoh2 kan die plak..ape jenis manusia la korg nie..kwn korg sndr korg wat mcm 2..x ptot btol...sdgkan lynan die kat korg xde pon mcm korg..ble die x ckp ngan korg..tau plak korg ckp die touching...tp time ble x touching...korg lyn die mcm smph..nie ke shbt?

lastly nsht aku berubh la...hormat la gak kat kwn2 korg..korg nak respek..die pon nak respek gak...jgn la tros menyeksa die..ptotnye korg berkongsi pengalaman hidup ngan die..sbb die lbih bnyk pengalaman dari korg..korg pulau kan die...die terpkse hidup sndr..segala ape2 pon sume sndr...korg pnh pkir x?x kan..so berubah la shbt...dunia nie bkn milik kita sorg jerk...tp milik sume org...kita nie berkongsi..segala2nye berkongsi...

p/s : klau ade sesiapa yg terkne...aku mntk maaf..nie bkn sje luahan hati..tp nie sbnrnye utk kwn aku yg dah jd org bodoh..kesian aku tgk die....cbe la klau korg duduk kat tmpt die..ape korg rse...sedih kan mcm die rse gak..so lu ade mulut lu jge..lu ade mata...lu kawal...lu ade telinga ...lu dengar...lu ade akal..lu gunakan btol2...klau bahasa ksr...lu pkir la sndr..xkan nak org lain pkir kan...skali lg aku mntk maaf...

Hadapi Dengan Senyuman

Semua Yang Terjadi Biar Terjadi

Hadapi Dengan Tenang Jiwa

Semua Kan Baik-baik Saja

Bila Ketetapan Tuhan

Sudah Ditetapkan
Tetaplah Sudah

Tak Ada Yang Bisa Merubah

dan Takkan Bisa Berubah

Relakanlah Saja Ini

Bahwa Semua Yang Terbaik

Terbaik Untuk Kita Semua

Menyerahlah Untuk Menang

First day

2009-08-22T11:39:00.000-07:00

I want to post in English this time..Like my lect say "write yur blog entry in english will improve writing skill, vocabulary , trust me."...yeah!it's true..before this I can never write in English but now I can although my English is not perfect like the other but I'm trying to improve...

Today is first day I'm conduct fasting...I feel more energy this year..not like before..I feel tired..I can't hold my self to smoke and if I can I want to stop it...bleh ke?hahah..nothing to say..just trying my best..heheh...Fasting means hold your self from eating,drinking and doing something that can avoid to fasting from emergence daybreak until the sun is running out.

I waiting for this moment every year..why?Only i can know it..hehehe...so I've late now to sahur..see ya..
=)

Lama x melukis

2009-08-21T09:30:00.000-07:00

Perh!sekian lama aku x melukis pelan...kne plak dpt assignment lukis pelan satu tingkat kat dlm bangunan utk subjek network cabling....dah la kne cipta sndr design bangunan..aku pon bedal jerk la..jnji siap..heheh nie la hasil yang dpt aku kuar kan setelah 3 tahun dah x melukis pelan..hehe..bleh thn jerk la..xde la mcm org lain lg gempak...klau setakat lukisan aku nie 2 bintang jerk la..hahah..ade gak pkai bintang2 nie...dah mcm movie plak..hahaha

Nie plak assgignment aku seterusnya..kne lukis pkai microsft visio..tp yg aku nye baru jerk siap 50%...nie contoh pelan aku kne lukis kat visio...agak pning gak la aku nak explore software nie...mcm mls jerk nak wat...tp ape bleh wat dah nme pon assgmnt..wat jerk la..jnji dpt lps final..hahahaha

Bahang sudah terasa!

2009-08-20T01:01:00.000-07:00

Lagi dua hari je lg kita nak menyambut bulan Ramadhan Al-Mubarak..Biasalah bila sebut pasal puasa jerk mest ade org ckp sakit perut la,pning la,muntah2 la...lg2 bg kaum adam(bkn nak malukan kaum sndr)slalu ponteng puasa..ish3...bln puasa nie la pluang nak kumpul pahala yg dah bnyk dibuang..huhu..yg paling syok org yg pose nie tdo..heheh...bgon2 jerk dah nak buka...kuar g bli jamuan berbuka..blek umah je tros buka ble azan berkumandang..hehe..

Bila makin dekat nie terasa plak nak blek kmpg..tp ape bleh wat..dah tgh bulan mane la ade duit sgt..huhu..teringt mse kck2 dlu..ckp mak g smyg kat surau..tp dok sebalah surau main mercun..jap lg kantoi!:"wan............balek!!!!!!!!!!!!!"mcm 2 la mak aku pggl aku kat tepi surau...haha...tp 2 dlu..skangn nie aku dah baik..xde lg..klau kata g surau mmg g..hehe...

lg2 bleh dah nak raya..org sume bz ngan shopping lg2 org pompuan..klau sbut bab shoping..mmg la die laju(jgn marah)..hehe..bli baju,seluar,songkok,kasut raya..abis raya sume pon abis..x pkai lg dah..haha..simpan jerk dlm almari..heheh..kan dah membazir..

kat hospital pon bnyk la pesakit..bkn kes H1N1..tp kes kudung tgn sbb main mercun,meriam..haha..sbot psl nie ingt mse knekan kwn aku..letak mercun mancis dlm rokok DUNHILL..haha..nsb smpt diselamat kan..klau x dah sompek dah bibir die...haha.."kudut jgn bg anak ko jd mcm kita dlu" pesanan utk kudut...hahaha..tokan mercun a.k.a nanda...haha..aku dpt mercun ngan die la nie..supplier mse die blom kawin..hahah..ble dah jd bapak org sume bertaubat..haha..

ape2 pon aku nak ucapkan selamat menyambut bln puasa..semoga puasa kali ini lebih bermakna dari tahun2 yg lepas...

Kuiz?Mid term?

2009-08-18T12:51:00.000-07:00

Selalu nye aku tulis blog dlm BI...tp aku rse mcm klakar plak sbb aku nie bkn la pndai BI sgt..so aku tulis la dlm BM..sng ckit xde la malu sgt kan..heheh...

Adoiyai!dah nak midterm nie onel0ck..lansung xde wat ulangkaji utk mid term...aku pon dah pning nie mcm mane mid aku..dah la sem nie aku rse pling x phm ape yg aku blaja...dtg klas tp blur...nak kata aku bnyk main xde gak..main game pon skali skala...2 pon klau dah bosan sgt...nak kata aku nie ari2 dok ngadap blog pon x gak...smggu 2 atau 3 ari jerk aku menghadap..

Bsok kuiz Network Security yg di ajar oleh En. Saifuddin...lansung xde buka buku...dah la bab 2 aku x phm..nie kan lg nak jwb kuiz..bertuah la aku klau aku bleh dpt full mark dlm kuiz bsok..wakakaka...dah la ngantok tiap2 kali klas die (sory sir..x dpt nak dielakkan)..tp walau ngantok skali pon aku x nak tdo dlm klas....

Nak kata mls pon susah gak..sbb kekadang aku buka gak la buku..tu pon skdr tgk2 gmbr jerk..heheh....klau subjek lain nie aku ssh la nak ckp...sbb sume nak kne dok menghafal..aku dah la lemah bab2 menhafal nie...confirm2 la x msok..ape2 pon aku cbe la yg terbaik..jnji sem nie dpt naikkan pointer aku..Insyaallah...

Begang Gila wa

2009-08-16T10:22:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, I find some serial at the internet and also download few movies..This f**k extract file infected my laptop with virus and need to format...damn!there's lot of my document i need to back up but i couldn't do it because it can't log in to windows...just hang up at the windows loading..damn!

*be careful with extract file....

Si buta...

2009-08-16T10:09:00.000-07:00

Matahari menyinari dikala waktu siang
dan bulan menerangi kegelapan malam
tetapi pandangan tetap tidak dirasai

Sungguh terseksa tiada pandangan
tidak dapat berbuat apa-apa
beginikah seksanya

bukan diminta jadi begini
bukan diminta kasih dan manja
bukan diminta rayu dan simpati
hanya yang diminta keikhlasan hati

My PC

2009-08-10T12:09:00.000-07:00

wah! I bringing my PC to my rent house....It too difficult to make my father trust and let me bring my PC...before this he will say "u want to play or want to study over there..."but now after I make make a best proposal...he let me bring...but I need to more focus on my study to make sure I'm not let him down...
Thanks dad....

Mo0dy

2009-08-05T09:58:00.000-07:00

Why I'm moody?I don't know how to answer my question. Lot of question I need to answer in my mind. That's why I don't want to talk with my friend to much. Did I am tired?maybe....I headache everyday and need to take pain killer to relief it...

maybe this is that I can write in here for this moment...Now also not in mood...

Nasib2

2009-07-31T08:38:00.000-07:00

hari nie aku pon x tau knp aku bleh sket sgt kpale nie berat gler...smpai kpale aku sndr pon dah x rse....mcm nak pecah pon ade die punya sket mcm nak hentak aje kat dinding....ble dah ptg 2 dak2 umah aku ajak g hospital...mula2 mmg aku x nak tp dah kne pkse g je la....ble smpai kat hospital die anta kat pakar 1...aku pon x tau la ape funtion sbnrnye die soh aku g situ..rse mcm sme jerk ngan tmpt yg aku g aritu....cme doktor yg nie ade bunyi...."klau lg smggu sket kpale,batuk x baik gak..you should go to x ray and you need to stay in wart...."perh!berderau drh aku ble die ckp aku kne stay kat wad...then blek2 jerk aku si die miskol bnyk kli...pd mula aku x nak gtau si die aku g ke hospital wat check up...tp rse mcm x ptot plak ble aku wat mcm 2...so gtau jerk la kat die...hope die x la bimbang sgt...sbb aku ok jerk....

Cough or H1N1

2009-07-28T22:34:00.000-07:00

I went to my class today...mostly of my friend having cough...I think may around 25 student...and we can't focus what are the lecturer teach in front because of cough...so we decide to see our last lecturer that teach us network cabling to cancel the class so we can go to hospital to take some medicine...as for me I need to change my cough drop...it's suitable with me...I already cough for 5 days and need to go back see a doctor...I'm afraid infected H1N1...H1N1 now contagious to people outside there...some university and school need to close for a week cause suspected H1N1...it's very serious now....that why i afraid this type of virus infect to me...computer virus can't be heal with using anti-virus what about this type of virus?make people dying because of it...so be careful with someone having a cough...take a meter to talk with them....use face mask to prevent from infected the virus...

perh!aku x tau

2009-07-28T02:55:00.000-07:00

sem nie mest pointer aku jatuh trok gler...dah la x phm ape yg aku blaja...mcm mane la aku nak naik pointer lg sem nie....kan best klau time exam bleh tgk buku bleh gak aku dpt dean list...hahaha...

mcm mane la org pndai stdy...mest hard gler...huhu..klau aku stdy hard confirm makin blur...bkn mkin msok...klau aku x stdy pon x msok...adoiyai....nak kata lyn awek jerk x bleh gak sbb aku nie bkn slalu sgt main msg....bnyk dok umah lepak ngan kwn2 jerk...aku nak wat ape lg...xkan la nak merempit ke ape ke....baik aku dok umah....at least, dpt gak aku jimat duit...huhuhu...xdok duit weyh sem nie...bnyk nak pkai duit...huhu..mcm mau mati pon ada...hahahahah

My social network

2009-07-27T09:02:00.000-07:00

I just watch out my junior make a social network like myspace,tagged or whatever la....I just want to get the experience to make this social network to improve my knowledge in computer...At least today I get new interesting experience for making this social network...I named this social network MyGeng and my aim is to make all of the country join this network to change about anything but it's better if person who joined is hackers2 from all of the country...so we can change the experiences be more better in this field....

so all of you joined this social network and share anything your knowledge....

http://mygeng.ning.com

Did she tearful with me

2009-07-25T01:41:00.000-07:00

Might be she's sad right now...I know it's my fault make her to be that...I just wanted to cheated again...I always want to be concerned to my life...I trust her but I can fully trust without any prove...That me...I'm not fully trusting any people without things to be prove it...Everyday I asking my self why I going to be like this to her..Why I'm be like before this?I still can't find the best answer for that but what I'm trying to do now just to be my self...I don't want to be hypocrite...I'm sorry for everything....I can't be the best for you...I can't just be like what have you seen to me...

TP-LINK TD-W8920G Router

2009-07-23T04:55:00.000-07:00

I being crazy because of my new wireless router doesn't work....it can't through the WAN..I already do many of ways to make sure it can be using...the last choice is bring this router to the seller tomorrow and ask them how to install it....I want to done my assignment but now I needed got to the CC to settle it...Shit!

She

2009-07-16T17:41:00.000-07:00

She is the kind of girl that I've seen...nobody will be like her...and her are the one that I believe...I will never forget her....what had she done to me...what had she sacrifice to me....she the one who never forgot about me...did I doing the best for her...only god knows....

ftp using command prompt

2009-07-16T01:36:00.000-07:00

Step 1: Open the command line
Start>Run and then typing “CMD” and pressing Enter. Navigate to the correct folder which contains the files that you want to upload. For example if your files are on the D: , enter d: in the command prompt and it will switch to D:. I am using C: Drive.
Step 2: Connect to your server using FTP
Type “FTP” followed by your FTP address. This is shown below:

In my case ftp.pcsplace.com is my FTP address. It will be like ftp.yourdomainname.com in your case.
Then enter your username and password. If it looks like the image shown below, it means you have successfully connected to your web server.

You might have observed that when you type your password, you won’t see anything on the screen, no dots or asterisk marks. This is to ensure the safety of your password.

Step 3: Uploading your files
In order to upload your files, first you will have to navigate to the correct directory. Usually, the root of your domain will be either “public_html” or “www”. However, in my case it is “/” i.e., Root directory. You can see the directories that are present on your web server by using the “DIR” command. Just enter “DIR” and you will see all the directories that are present.
To change to the directory the command is cd (i.e. change directory). Type cd followed by the name of the folder you want to change to.
Ex: cd uploads
You can check the current directory by typing PWD. Now let us upload a file. In my case, I will uploading a file called prasanthchandra.jpg. It is an image file. To do that we have to use the PUT command. Here is how that is done.

To upload a file, just type “put” followed by the name of your file and it will get uploaded. It will also provide you with statistics about the file like its size, how long it took to upload and your network speed.
Step 4: Verifying the Uploaded files
You should always verify that the files have been uploaded correctly. You can do this by pointing your browser to yourdomainname.com/nameoftheuploadedfile. If something goes wrong, you will have to upload the file again.
Step 5: Closing the FTP connection
You can close the FTP connection by typing “bye” at the FTP prompt.

If you wait for sometime, you will automatically get disconnected. This is for security reasons. You can use the command line feature if you don’t have any ftp client or if you are comfortable with command line. Leave your queries as comments..

Step 1: Open the command line
Start>Run and then typing “CMD” and pressing Enter. Navigate to the correct folder which contains the files that you want to upload. For example if your files are on the D: , enter d: in the command prompt and it will switch to D:. I am using C: Drive.
Step 2: Connect to your server using FTP
Type “FTP” followed by your FTP address. This is shown below:

In my case ftp.pcsplace.com is my FTP address. It will be like ftp.yourdomainname.com in your case.
Then enter your username and password. If it looks like the image shown below, it means you have successfully connected to your web server.

You might have observed that when you type your password, you won’t see anything on the screen, no dots or asterisk marks. This is to ensure the safety of your password.

Step 3: Uploading your files
In order to upload your files, first you will have to navigate to the correct directory. Usually, the root of your domain will be either “public_html” or “www”. However, in my case it is “/” i.e., Root directory. You can see the directories that are present on your web server by using the “DIR” command. Just enter “DIR” and you will see all the directories that are present.
To change to the directory the command is cd (i.e. change directory). Type cd followed by the name of the folder you want to change to.
Ex: cd uploads
You can check the current directory by typing PWD. Now let us upload a file. In my case, I will uploading a file called prasanthchandra.jpg. It is an image file. To do that we have to use the PUT command. Here is how that is done.

To upload a file, just type “put” followed by the name of your file and it will get uploaded. It will also provide you with statistics about the file like its size, how long it took to upload and your network speed.
Step 4: Verifying the Uploaded files
You should always verify that the files have been uploaded correctly. You can do this by pointing your browser to yourdomainname.com/nameoftheuploadedfile. If something goes wrong, you will have to upload the file again.
Step 5: Closing the FTP connection
You can close the FTP connection by typing “bye” at the FTP prompt.

If you wait for sometime, you will automatically get disconnected. This is for security reasons. You can use the command line feature if you don’t have any ftp client or if you are comfortable with command line. Leave your queries as comments..

Link to download Network Programming note to DCSN 5/1

2009-07-14T20:18:00.000-07:00

this is the note python_cp1.ppt and this is the assignment and the answer all in the note Lab1-09.pdf

How to Create FTP on Window XP

2009-07-14T19:39:00.000-07:00

Enabling My Network Places to Always Show Up

First, to get FTP in Windows XP,

Activate the “My Network Places” and set it up so that it always appears in the Start Menu.

Right-click on your Start button and then select “Properties” and press “Customize”

Click on the “Advance” tab

Scroll down for the check box next to the “My Network Places” and check it. Then, click OK and OK again at the other window.

“My Network Places” should be in your start menu. (Right as in you put the check in the check box next to “My Network Places”).

Actually setting it up

Open up “My Network Places”. On the left, right under where it says “Network Tasks”, there is an option, “Add a network place”. Click it.

Click “Next”, select “Choose another network location” and click “Next”. Finally, on this page, in the text box labeled as “Internet or network address”, simply type in your ftp address.

For example: ftp://koldfyre.enhacker.com

Then, just click “Next”. Uncheck “Log on anonymously” and then enter your user name and click “Next”.

Type a name for example: “name” and click “Next”.

Click “Finish”.

Now to access this FTP location, you simply need to go to “My Network Places” and then double-click on your FTP folder.

class

2009-07-12T10:04:00.001-07:00

Tomorrow start my new semester...I don't know I can wake up or not...but i try wake up on early morning with new spirit for the last semester....huh!might be lot of assignment to do this semester...hope i can make this semester better than past...

Orentation again

2009-07-06T09:25:00.000-07:00

Huh!little bit tired cause the orentation week...but what i'm going to do is make it done..this is my responsible...

transformers 2

2009-07-03T00:28:00.000-07:00

wow!It to much adventure in this movie...truly said that I enjoy watching this movie especially when the Megatron with the leader attacked the earth..

The battle for Earth has ended but the battle for the universe has just begun. After returning to Cybertron, Starscream assumes command of the Decepticons, and has decided to return to Earth with force. The Autobots believing that peace was possible finds out that Megatron's dead body has been stolen from the US Military by Skorpinox and revives him using his own spark. Now Megatron is back seeking revenge and with Starscream and more Decepticon reinforcements on the way, the Autobots with reinforcements of their own, may have more to deal with then meets the eye.The battle between Optimus Prime and the Starscream started again...

Enjoy this movie and I give this movie 4 star...

I had buy for a new game

2009-06-30T10:03:00.000-07:00

X-Men Origins wolverine game was fantastic..it's like a Devil May Cry 4...high graphic...it like real that u r the wolverine.. really enjoy to play this game... u want to try just buy at the shop...haha..it's totally like what inside the movie but have a little diferrent....go to go...

Demam melanda

2009-06-26T10:06:00.000-07:00

Ni lah pdhnye klau mkn durian ngan main hujan...kan dah demam pns...hehehe...ptg td la start rse pns bdn nie..mula2 ingt bleh handle...tp ble dah msok mlm...perh!mcm nal pengsan pon ade....dah lme gak sbnrnye aku nie x demam...biasalah org jge kesihatan gak...hehehe....bsok nak g hospital tp x tau spe bleh tolong anta kan..dah la hospital 2 jauh gler...membe2 sume xde blek kg...nak x nak dok jerk la kat dlm umah ku yg suam2 kuku nie...hahaha...

k la cau dlu nak tdo....sjok plak..heheh
daaaa

OPKIM

2009-06-25T05:05:00.000-07:00

wow!it's very interesting experience and it's hard to describe..even the proponent doing lot of problem...but I feel happy with the programs with the family...

I go to fishing until 3 a.m but just get few prawn...ish3...but at least I feel enjoy when I doing that...so that makes me relax and enjoy with the family...

little sad when want to go back home...I feel like want to stay more longer with them...3 days was not enough..hehe...especially playing with khairul fahmi..11 month baby with lot of caprice that he done..hehe..I like his smile...so cute....

Please forgive me

2009-06-18T21:15:00.000-07:00

please forgivr me..I can't be with u yesterday..I had something to do..I know u r in sad u want to tell me something that u kept in ur heart but can't be there...I still ur friend..I'm not forgetting u..I still want to listen ur tears..since we know each others we will be friend forever...

tear in heaven

2009-06-18T21:08:00.000-07:00

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven
Will it be the same
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong, and carry on
Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven

Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven
I'll find my way, through night and day
Cause I know I just can't stay
Here in heaven

Time can bring you down
Time can bend your knee
Time can break your heart
Have you begging please
Begging please

(instrumental)

Beyond the door
There's peace I'm sure.
And I know there'll be no more...
Tears in heaven

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven
Will it be the same
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong, and carry on
Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven

Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven

lov*e = love

2009-06-17T09:11:00.000-07:00

what is the love?who should fall in love?why they fall in love?if they not fall in love, should the live in this world?

love don't have exactly meaning actually but it can be feel with heart....but Islam has told that love is sincerity,faith without appetite only..if not fall in love y not they live in this world...maybe they not fall in love with human but they love to their god(ALLAH)...love is one of the assertion only but it not obligation....love to ALLAH can't make someone live peace and harmony in this world and the end of the world...

WTF

2009-06-17T01:32:00.000-07:00

Shit!damn!I tired cause lways want to set up the internet connection in my home...I already setup it and it's ok but yesterday the router can't connect to the internet..wtf...I have done everything to make the connection and it suppose to be ok with nothing error...I had lot of movie to download, work to done it...!!!
FUCK!!!!!!!!!

My mom birthday

2009-06-15T21:58:00.001-07:00

This 17 June is my mom birthday and I could be with her....I don't have money to go back home...But I try to become the first wisher...Hopefully she will feel happy...I will never forget her birthday....May Allah bless her, give her a long life, easy to find livehood..

Thanks mom 4 everything u have done to me

My unlucky night

2009-06-13T22:46:00.000-07:00

Semlm aku teman la membe aku nie bleh kluang die nak amek kete.smpai jerk lepak2 mkn mnom tgk tv.jap lg jiran mak die kol ckp ade org meninggal dunia...innalillah..planning aku nak blek awl dah jd lmbt..xpela..ade urusan lbih pntg.

ktorg grak dari umah dlm kol 10. membe aku pon nak g amek kwn die.. nak ajk main gtar kat bp nant.ape lg aku pon tgk diorg siap bwk 2 biji gtar..dlm ati aku "expert gak mangkok nie"..hahahaha..mse ondaway nak blek 2 bleh ade road block plak..pastu pegawai jpj ngan AADK nie tgk mcm ktorg ade wat slh..dah la pggl mcm ktorg nie penjenayah jerk..aku pon bleh thn gegel gak sbb first time nak kne urine test..ahahaha...die bg aku btol 2 soh g kncg..ble na kncg plak x bleh sbb aku br je lps kncg kat umah membe aku..haha..aku mntk die air..dpt gak aku kncg akhirnye..haha..tggu punya tggu...result pon die bg..."abg tolong buang smula air kncg nie pastu btol nie buang dlm plastik..n ic abg dah blek amek kat ats meja nie..."aku pon pkir aku lps ke x...ble tgk bdk sblh kantoi..haha.. kesian plak..tp nak wat mcm mane dah 2 keje diorg...yg x bleh blah bdk ni ckp.."last sy kne ganja bln 6.2007...dah 2 tahun bang"...bdk nie nak menipu x agak2 2 tahun mane lah bleh ade lg..

then ape lg dah settle sume blah je la...aku pon dah ngantok..hahaha

impian

2009-06-13T02:18:00.001-07:00

apa makna impian

jika x di usha kan

ia menjd satu permainan

hidup ini

mudah di ucapkan

tp susah dikotakan

hati akan jd puas jika impian tercapai

bg yg tidak

mereka akan marah,sedih

knp bleh berlaku seperti ini

jgn kamu slh kan impian

kerana ini adalah kerjaNYA

kita hanya mampu berusha

DIA yg tntu kan segala2nya

jgn la terlalu mengharap impian

kerana ia pasti tidak akan menjd

anggp la ia biasa sje

kita pasti dpt ape yg di impikan

Akhirnye!!!!!

2009-06-12T04:33:00.000-07:00

Akhirnye umah aku msok gak intenet. Punya la lama baru dpt modem padahal sepatutnya die kne bg kat aku pd 15/5 sbb akaun streamyx aktif waktu 2.Tp agen TM nie bleh diam jerk. X tau la spe slh TM @ agen nie sndr yg lembap.

Tp yg x best ble internet dah msok.line kat umah aku nie x stable asyk mati2 jerk bosan gak aku ksg2. Akumsh lg cr mane mslhnye. X kan la bdk computer sndr x bleh nak detect. Hahaha. Ni pon bleh bg aku pengalalaman. Mane tau lps nie ade membe2 ygprob internet diorg bleh aku tolong.

Cukup bln nie mmg aku nak bli router wireless Dlink@Aztech. dpt la aku on9 kat dlm blik aku jerk. Hahaha. Lg la aku x kuar blik. Skang je nie dah x kuar umah ape lg psgh wireless. Mkin bertmbh dok dlm umah je la aku nie.

Yesterday

2009-06-08T22:49:00.000-07:00

Tired!!! huh!So tired cause I need to clean the house. The house before this like rubbish now like new house to be rent. hahahaha. But I got one more thing that I'm not finished yet. Arrage my room. My room need to touch up for make it more beutiful. hahaha

After finished clean the house I go to TM Point for streamyx problem. I don't get anything information about it. Is it have a problem woth registration or other thing but the woman that server my complain it very action In know she have a lot of work to do but I'm her customer. without me or other she can't have their job and TM doesn't have profit to pay her salary. So for those that work at the customer service please server the customer with smile and friendly don't server they like your enemy.

Since night I going to hostel and stay with warden. We had lot of thing to be discuss for new student. AS for example with have discuss about hostel t-shirt and compaunt will give to student that not follow the procudures. haha. All of you better watch out. hahaha

Home sweet home

2009-06-07T21:16:00.000-07:00

I have been a week stayed with my family and now I'm return to my home. I feel free inside my mind and I want to do my job at here. Tehre's lot of thing program I need to attend especially OPKIM.

I realise that I'm doing something that my family don't like but it's not means I do not love them. I'm doing this to find the truth. I need be more patience and thinking out of box to solving the problems.

day 3

2009-06-03T20:53:00.000-07:00

huh!
bored bored. There no fun thing to do. We not talking or anything. I don't care!
I'm not ego with him but want he knew that his can't always be like this and this make me want to go back my home. Miss my bed, pillow, especially my speaker. I don't any body over there just only my self but I learn to be man,learn to be useful.

I just relax but if he still like this nothing to say. I just say may ALLAH bless him

2nd day

2009-06-02T18:42:00.000-07:00

I feel like in hell. I know what he trying to do but as for me if I just relax and cool to adapt this situation. Just waiting to go back Batu Pahat. Maybe this is fate that I need to handle it. I need to be stronger to adapt this.

This is the life

2009-06-02T06:56:00.000-07:00

I have choose my own ways to direct my life. My father can't stop me. The empire of dictator I'm trying to destroy slowly. The ego need to take out from his life and make him lovely person. I don't care what he want to say to me. I stick with my decision as long I don't make him feel embarrassed with me and I promise to my self to take care his name.

Since I come back, I feels like I'm inside the hell. huh! Only god know what I'm thinking to settle it. But I know it will not end until he understand what he should do to make everybody feel happy with him.

I don't say that I not agree with him. Sometimes I agree with his opinion and I also respect him how he do their work. He can solve the problems softly with any complain from other side.

However he looks like for me he is the best!

Orentation

2009-05-30T22:42:00.001-07:00

Huh! It's over. yesterday is the last day of orientation for new student. I feel so tired but it was happy experience. If I want to compared with my tiredness and experience, I think it balance because before this I never have self confidence to speak in the stage but now I can. I can speak in front of 200 student without any nervous.

It was happy ending because all the facilitator throw the balloon that fill with water. haha. I hope it will be the best memory that I never forget and if I got chance to be facilitator again I will never let go this chance. It's not easy to get chance that come in front your eye.

Congratulation to all facilitator because done it very well. Please forgive me if I'm doing wrong since the orentation started.

KPTM!!!!!HEBAT!!!!

pangkor

2009-05-24T21:41:00.000-07:00

Ni kali petama aku tulis blog dlm bahasa melayu. Aku pon tau kdg2 xde idea nak tulis dlm bahasa inggeris jerk bila plak aku nak martabatkan bahasa aku sendiri.

penat siot bdn aku pergi pangkor tp xpe aku g sana pon bkn bercuti. aku ade kusus fasilitator. memang pack jadual kat sana. ni pon kali pertama aku sampai kat pulau pangkor nie
agak berdebar-debar hati aku ble nak smpai pulau ngan melihat telatah membe-membe aku. ade yang nak muntah mse dlm feri. pelik2 je..

ble dah smpai sna plak...ade plak dak kota bahru muka die bleh sama plak ngan membe aku. ngan cermin mata,rambut,bdn,muka. mula2 aku tgk agak terkejut gak. abis mebe aku kne modal ngan aku. hahahah

tp pling x bleh blah ble tgk dak2 nie nak bergdoh siap maki2 lg. pning kpale ngan dak2 nie. biasa la bnde2 nie sume psaiko jerk. nak ajar berfikir luar dari kotak.

skang nie modul2 nie sume akan digunakan kat dak2 junior. biasa la dah super senior katakan. klau wat muka teging pon ok gak. bia diorg takut ckit. time orentasi jerk. lps abis sume nie jd la kwn2. hahah

Miss my blog

2009-05-12T10:48:00.000-07:00

Miss my blog so much. I can't on9 everyday like before this because my new home doesn't internet connection. Waiting for TM installed to my house.

My birthday is coming soon. I feel a little bit sad because now I'm 21 years old. I must br matured. Not just physical but mind also be matured.

Accdent again

2009-05-06T12:49:00.000-07:00

Thank you ALLAH... Because you give a chance to continuing my life.... Today I accident again with Toyota SE 1.6 but already operate... It because from my careless mistake...

He need I to give him RM500 to repair his car... He said that their spray with diamond spray which is RM2200 per liter...Shit!Damn!Fuck!Suck! I have no money to pay him...I try to borrow from my friend but they also don't money...

Lastly, I call someone to borrow RM300.. She is the last choice that I have choose to call.... Then she accept to borrowed to me...

I don't know when should I pay back to her.... A lot of thanks to her.... and I never forgot what she do....

May ALLAH bless her......

So bored..........

2009-05-01T21:46:00.000-07:00

aarrrrggghhhh!!!!

I feel bored when I can't online... I already move to new house but the house don't have internet connection... Need time to activated the internet... So bored... I don't know what to do... All movie on my external completely watch.... When the internet connection will activated... I'm too bored cause doesn't have anything to do without internet connection...

Nothing to say

2009-04-28T08:24:00.000-07:00

I had knew it will be happen... I need to repair a pc... and I ask he if the pc already make a backup... But he just say.." I don't know.."... How he done he work without knowing anything...
Seriously he doesn't do their responsible... Who is he want to speak angrily with me... He think he strong?Fuck... If expert in this side.. Why don't you done it?Why should I have done it? Because of u mom got sick... Thinking about your problem... Just now u treat her fully disrespect to her...
who r u damn??

"we must attempt this world alone..."

2009-04-26T03:03:00.000-07:00

Everyday in my life
I feel so lonely, so bored
why this thing will happen
yes, I know
everybody in this world will felt like what I'm feel

"we must attempt this world alone..."
this golden word that shows to me
that life will be alone

I don't care who want to hate me
they never feel it
imagine if u in my side
how u want going to adapt this

I am not perfect but please tell me
if I doing wrong
and please forgive me

I'm back home...

2009-04-26T02:14:00.000-07:00

First of all... I can't wait to see my mom tomorrow... I miss her so much...I gonna make it surprise.. I don't want to tell her that I want to go back home.... Hope she will happy with that and the important thing I want to make her smile... Nanti malam kita ngetea tau...hehehe

arrggghhh!!!!

2009-04-25T01:28:00.000-07:00

huh!

Yes! It's my fault... But it 's not mean I'm not thinking my family and it's not mean I'm not missing my family... Please give me time... This Monday, I want to go back home.. I try to do anything to go back home... I already thinking about it... Why don't you understanding, You always though me in the way of negative.. Treat me like a childish.. I am not kid anymore... Please treat me with full maturity... I don't want always fighting with you... I am not kind of that person...

Since when I growing up.. Lot of thing I do to make all of you happy with me.. I'm trying make it better... But why you thought me like that? Why? What will you feel when you are in my site... You must be frustrated,hate and many more...

Thanks for remind me... Please forgive me... I don't want be sinful with you... Please understand me....

MUET Test

2009-04-24T15:52:00.000-07:00

Hahaha!

Today is MUET Test for my housemate... All of them wake up on the early morning like school boy... Hahaha! Haziq the lover boy already told me to wake him on 5.15 am... But when I wake him... He just look to their handphone then continuing sleep.. Faris the hensome guy (yke hensem?) with me doesn't sleep cause watching new movie named Wolverine...hahaha

Hopefully they all do the best for their test.... May ALLAH bless all of you....

GANBATE!!!!

Work work work...

2009-04-24T06:35:00.000-07:00

ahhh....

Why exam fever will continue until the result release... I don't what will happen tp my pointer
maybe will be drop..

2nd may is invested day for me.... The result maybe release on that day...what will happen to my pointer...Is it dropping?? Oh god! I only you know how I'm feeling now...

Next semester is my final year and I need to work hard for maintain my pointer... But I still got lot of work to settle up... Especially my project Network Gaming... Lot of student interested to join the game... Wow! If that project can be successful, my adviser would be happy because the Networking Club doesn't do anything before I take the club... Like he say "ko je yg bleh naikkan kelab nie...klau x??mmg dah pupus tros kelab nie..."hahaha...

He put a hope to me... So I try to make untill he feel regret cause take me as president club....

ATTENTION!!

2009-04-23T23:27:00.000-07:00

WANTED
-CONVICT RAPING JUST HATCH CHICKEN
-LEADER OF CHICKEN GANG IN BATU PAHAT
-CHICKEN SYNDICATE

haiya!

2009-04-23T08:25:00.000-07:00

I just installed tune up...But after I defrag the registery... My windows automatically corrupt and can't start... It always appear blue screen interface.. huhuh!!

I just using my other operating system... Thank god.... At least I still can online YM, MySpace and very important is Tagged...hahah...

one go to sleep now!...haha

2009-04-22T14:09:00.000-07:00

I don't know why I can't sleep every night... Maybe lot of thing should I think especially how's my mom...
huh!

I don't what to do know..... It's started when final exam fever...hahah.... Stay up until after finished paper on that day.... Then become now... I can't sleep...huhu!!!

What I'm doing when I can't sleep... Just playing game, watching movie, chatting... But now I'm started doing new activity....hahah!!! Blogging....I started to blogging back now...

Oo...It's 5 a.m now...I still can't sleep....I thought it is 12 o'clock...hahah!!! What i'm going to do after this?? Dreaming? Stay up??
Don't know... Lepak dpn tv sudeh...hahahah

Got to go... My favourite already start... American Chopper...

daaaaa...

Mother!!!

2009-04-22T09:41:00.000-07:00

Holiday...

Who don't like holiday??? Because everybody can spare time for their family... Especially student like me... I always wait for holiday because can sleep more then limits and the best thing is "balik kampung..."
hehe

But this holiday I can't do that..I have lot of work to do in my college.. I need to settle the work, I have "nasyid" training for the competition at UITM Segamat....

I miss my mom to much... How are she? It's she fine... Hopefully she's fine.... I know she have a "efusi pleura"..paru2 berair la.... She can't cheat to cover their sickness from me... I am her son... I know her feel.... She's alone at home... My father busy with his business.... My brother with their behave... She doesn't have someone to accompany me to talk... Take care about her self beside me.... I know she's sad hear that I can't go back home for this holidays... Sometimes when she or I call.... I heard her voice audible... I know she sad with assumption that she need to go through... I can understand her felling...

For person that stayed with your mom... Take care about her... Give her the best commitment to show your love to them.... We can't find other person like our mom... Person that birth you, sacrifice anything when you growing up... Why don't you do more than she do...She's not other person... She's your family... Make her keep smile...

"I LOVE U MOM.... NO ONE CAN'T BE LIKE YOU...."

Confuse

2009-04-22T04:08:00.000-07:00

I had to rent other home because our contract is already ended....I already found it and they wanted RM400 for deposit...huh! I don't have enough money...that's why I confuse to think about... I try to look out for the partner to rent the house but all of them say want to discuss and think about it first....Damn!I must enter the house on 29 April...How I'm going to survive with not enough money...

Hopefully they all will join me to rent the house..So I can manage my money to survive in here....
huh!

Linux Ubuntu Ver 8.10

2009-04-21T04:09:00.000-07:00

Choose one vista or ubuntu...

haha
I feel so happy today because my lovely laptop already installed Ubuntu. It is one of the famous operating system... I like the performance it not same like windows operating system.yeah! I know everyone now using Windows but the different is linux can't being infected from viruses.... It more safety than Windows. So after this i can beat my lecturer....
"abis la sir...hahah..."

just kidding....I don't expecting the operating system is to simple and it's easy to understand how the system running on... Beside that I want to use for learn about hacking...I'm not doing for fun or crashing other people file...I just want to learn for looking better job after graduate from here... Hacking actually is on of the skills that Network Admin should have..If not...hancur la sever 2 beb kne serang virus2 je.... So if i have this skill it is advantage to me to promote my self in job market....

huhuh!
i need to explore it more...so got to go!!!!!

wow! It running now....

Tension!!!

2009-04-21T04:07:00.000-07:00

It such bored day today..That why I'm started blogging again...
huhu

Yesterday I have meeting with KPTM Student Representative Council. We just discussing about our annual dinner that will be the biggest project for us. They put me to handle the protocol of event. I shocked and being crazy for a while.

"Shit!that lot of work I should do. If I can make it successful and it will be the havoc event. If the event is not working cleans. Everyone will point their finger to each other."

huh!